Choices...

Hmmm.. I've just recieved an offer letter from my college to continue my studies into advanced diploma.. The thing is... I dont feel like doing media studies for another 2 years..

If I continue, I would be able to go to UK at the end of it and maybe try my luck there so I can leave this god-damned place.. But.. 2 years.. I dont think I have that kinda patience.. I love some of the lecturers, they're cool.. But its the subject that I'm taking that I'm against..

Should I go to another college? For those who knew me well enough, U will know that I was from Taylor's previously.. And my parents and myself could not afford to go over this again..

Should I go over to UTAR? Haha.. Rite.. for those who do know me, U will also know that the only option that i have if i go to UTAR is to venture into PR.. and I suck in PR.. >.<

Should I just come out to 'contribute' to the society? I want to leave this god-damned place and I dont wanna sink my foot into the industry as of yet..

Robert Frost (1874–1963). Mountain Interval. 1920.

The Road Not Taken


TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

I dont want that to happen, man!

What should I do?? He told me that it might not be as bad as I think if I stick with my initial plan to continue studying, that mass comm is interlinked and I can get a job that I like even I took the wrong course.. But, to me, along the journey I would be suffering.. Its troublesome to even get to college itself.. sigh..

I would really value your opinions.. >.<